I am so exhausted. I really had a huge breakdown last night, again even after I wrote my blog because Mike came home and we talked some and all these feelings from the past with other people just came rushing to me and I lost it. I couldn’t sleep good last night and woke up with my eyes so swollen I could barely open them. I only worked half a day because I was just miserable.
We had a pretty good day. I actually really enjoyed my day with him today. I felt really bad because we went to the grocery store and he spent more money than he wanted to and I could see in his face how much he was stressing. I told him everything would be okay, and I truly believe that it will be so I hope he trusts me when I say it.
I am so ready for level 2 of 30 Day Shred. Level one is really just getting old to me.